I'm feeling holey, full of holes.

wigglesworth · 02-10-2007, 10:38 PM

i feel incomplete in a way that affects me, its like the way I've felt about losing my muse, but its almost tangible and i feel it consciously. i kind of want to just pop into a new body in a new life or something, or make serious drastic change and removal of what i have now.

i also realized today that I'm not a friendly person, and not only that but I'm a shitty conversationalist and theres not much i can share with other people. i just don't have the drive to most of the time and when i do or am forced into it I'm no good at it, the only skills i have are to turn the conversation so its usually me asking questions.

theres something about me thats missing, i don't know what it is though. i just have this...feeling that something is off, and I'm not who i should be.

i think this is called unhappiness or being an emo bitch or maybe "finding who you are" which is just annoying.

wwilliam54 · 02-10-2007, 10:58 PM

get a (productive) hobby
you need to do something that takes effort and has a definite, tangible result

build a model, paint something, take some classes in art and learn how to make something you can be proud of

wigglesworth · 02-10-2007, 11:02 PM

i used to draw/paint, but like i said i dont have a muse for it anymore. when i try to get myself into it i just get frustrated, i dont have a passion or skill for it anymore.

but some hobby is probably a good idea.

wwilliam54 · 02-10-2007, 11:06 PM

push past the frustration
once you do your muse will be back
I had the same prob with writing, I lost the ability to do it well until I had something I was passionate about push me past my block

watch the weatherman, thats you, no

not haveing anything to show for in life leaves you empty, and the things a person can be most proud of are things earned through effort and patience

edit: it wasnt just writing, but school, guitar, and women for me too.

wigglesworth · 02-10-2007, 11:09 PM

i should break up with my g/f and start hobbying on women...

wwilliam54 · 02-10-2007, 11:09 PM

lol

even better, draw nudes of her (and post???

)
I mean find something you and her can do together too better the both of you

Visor37 · 02-11-2007, 03:46 AM

If you're at college, you could try finding some clubs/societies to join and get active within?

Horger · 02-11-2007, 04:45 AM

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Originally Posted by wigglesworth (-$10)

i feel incomplete in a way that affects me, its like the way I've felt about losing my muse, but its almost tangible and i feel it consciously. i kind of want to just pop into a new body in a new life or something, or make serious drastic change and removal of what i have now.

i also realized today that I'm not a friendly person, and not only that but I'm a shitty conversationalist and theres not much i can share with other people. i just don't have the drive to most of the time and when i do or am forced into it I'm no good at it, the only skills i have are to turn the conversation so its usually me asking questions.

theres something about me thats missing, i don't know what it is though. i just have this...feeling that something is off, and I'm not who i should be.

i think this is called unhappiness or being an emo bitch or maybe "finding who you are" which is just annoying.

I often get the same feeling... You've explained it better than I could. Somehow I feel like I am not a good, or even a real person.

work and hobbies tend to take my mind off of it, of course.. but it's always there when I'm alone with my thoughts. bleh : \

Striker169 · 02-11-2007, 09:28 AM

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Originally Posted by Horger

I often get the same feeling... You've explained it better than I could. Somehow I feel like I am not a good, or even a real person.

work and hobbies tend to take my mind off of it, of course.. but it's always there when I'm alone with my thoughts. bleh : \

Same...

sasquatchfeeder · 02-11-2007, 11:18 AM

get yourself laid

matt00926 · 02-11-2007, 12:11 PM

Get active and appreciate the ability to choose your own destiny.

Truncated · 02-11-2007, 12:58 PM

you should get the book "Reinventing Yourself" by Steve Chandler. Easy to read and an excellent, excellent book. It gave me a whole new outlook on life.

Emo Bitch · 02-11-2007, 02:25 PM

you're not an emo bitch

im an emo bitch

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matt00926 baaaaaa	Get active and appreciate the ability to choose your own destiny. __________________ cd09d75f80807fd8baa143b39fa895eb [pornmay.com]
02-11-2007, 12:11 PM	#11

Emo Bitch free_of_paranoia	you're not an emo bitch im an emo bitch =[ __________________ certified forum idiot "why does cocaine get you so up how do they make it and what is the main drug that gets you so geeked" - meximillion i use my own tears as lube - <3 DC
02-11-2007, 02:25 PM	#13

wwilliam54	get a (productive) hobby you need to do something that takes effort and has a definite, tangible result build a model, paint something, take some classes in art and learn how to make something you can be proud of __________________ Insert sig here
02-10-2007, 10:58 PM	#2

wigglesworth	i used to draw/paint, but like i said i dont have a muse for it anymore. when i try to get myself into it i just get frustrated, i dont have a passion or skill for it anymore. but some hobby is probably a good idea. __________________ "St. WigglesWorth! of CRUNKKKK" -antisechs I hate to advocate drugs, alcohol, violence or insanity to anyone, but they've always worked for me. -Hunter S Thompson
02-10-2007, 11:02 PM	#3

wigglesworth	i should break up with my g/f and start hobbying on women... __________________ "St. WigglesWorth! of CRUNKKKK" -antisechs I hate to advocate drugs, alcohol, violence or insanity to anyone, but they've always worked for me. -Hunter S Thompson
02-10-2007, 11:09 PM	#5

Visor37	If you're at college, you could try finding some clubs/societies to join and get active within? __________________ I lurk.
02-11-2007, 03:46 AM	#7

Truncated	you should get the book "Reinventing Yourself" by Steve Chandler. Easy to read and an excellent, excellent book. It gave me a whole new outlook on life.
02-11-2007, 12:58 PM	#12